QLC and Others

I was going for some idle time during the past semestral break, and I haven't found it yet until now that school once again starts. Instead, I got a pile of cleaning to do, preparation for the sem ahead and freelance work. But I can say that the rest went pretty well, I got to go under the sun, get some extra sleep, be productive, those good stuff. Time must be well spent until just before Christmas. Exams are again looming. 0_o

I just got hold of my new books this afternoon, and I must say, I am kind of scared. They are heavy, thick and many. I've never had so many books that actually needed to be read. I must get some brushing up with my reading skills since I tend to sleeep sleep in front of books. Not a good thing! 

Now, I'm looking for inspiration! I used to think I was looking for motivation, but motivation, based on my Psych learnings are goal-directed. I don't want to lose my motivation when the goal is achieved. Inspiration is more like it! (Here I go again with my being idealistic and dreamy!) I'm looking for whatever it is that may keep me going. In pursuit of that, of course, I also wish to have a clearer idea of what life would be like around a year from now. By then, I should know where and what kind of work I want to have. Ah, quarter life crisis! I don't want to believe that I'm being struck by the quarter life crisis. I refuse to believe that I'm only living 80 years. Haha. But it will happen. And when it does, I hope it wouldn't be as bad.

Something I learned just recently: There are many things we ask for in life. One of my philosophies is that He will give us anything we ask for, just in the right time. Our God is good that way. Just like U2 says: what we don't have, we don't need it now. I'm no assured person. I have uncertainties too. But this thought keeps me hanging on.

xo, Danne